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Just a dreamThe lonely night softly beckoning me
trying to get me to see,
trying to seduce me into joining,
instead of just sadly wanting.
The wind whispers to me
never leaving me be.
Pulling me from the dark night,
where nothing is in sight.
The music screams at me
just jestingly telling me to join in loudly.
Telling me to scream out my heart,
and to never, ever from here part.
The magicians magically making me,
move along with the yelling sea.
Like a puppet I was drawn,
yelling until the soft dawn.
Bam! I woke up to see the familiar scene,
of my old desk, the party nowhere to be seen.
Here I am, back at my boring house,
where there is no sound
Except for the squeak of a small, ignorant mouse.
HurtIt hurts so much I cannot speak,
I think my feelings are at its peak.
I cannot feel anything right now,
I don't know why or how.
All I know is that I'm hurting,
all I know is that I feel like crying.
Everything is wrong,
why can't everyone just get along?
Now I don't know what I'm feeling,
I think a part of me is dying.
Fly AwayMy wings take me up so high,
I love to be free and fly.
Into the sky of mystery and wonder,
each cloud, light as a feather.
I am free in the sky,
but soon I cannot fly.
The sun goes down and come the night,
now I must go back, no use to fight.
the sky begins to rain.
I am a bird trapped in a cage,
my owner full of untamed rage.
Right here, wishing to be set free,
and now, you have noticed me.
So help me be free,
and together, we shall be.
Save MeI'm waiting here,
waiting here, for my angel.
She's yet to show her beautiful face.
But I believe in her, I have faith.
She will show, and light my way.
She will come even if its not today.
I'm still here waiting,
My angel will come and save me,
my angel will come maybe.
My Broken WingsHere I am, flying free,
above the tops of all the trees.
Right here in this moment of freedom,
The vast blue sky shall be my kingdom.
There are no more rules to bind me down,
no more reason for me to frown.
But I ask myself sometimes,
can I stay here even when the clock chimes?
I just want to be forever free,
can't they just let me be?
Alas, I cannot stay here forever,
put back in the land of never never.
My wings disappeared as day turns into night,
just like Icarus' wings were melted by sunlight.
Now, I can no longer fly high,
Trapped, imprisoned, left to cry.
I lay waiting, as it is useless to fight,
I'm trapped inside, for yet another lonely night.
The Cherry BlossomsA petal floating softly,
the sky of the cherry blossoms,
underneath is me,
I was waiting.
Every petal falls slowly,
landing on the ground,
quiet, with no sound.
A soft breeze in the air,
telling me that you were here,
so delicately you looked,
and so I stood up.
Finally the winds freeze,
no sound, no breeze,
I reached out and took a petal,
and gave you my heart.
Sent from HeavenFrom my heart of greed and wonder,
rings the sound of so much thunder.
The weather inside is so chaotic,
your voice, your beauty, is like magic.
Walking beside you all this time,
wondering why I didn't notice your shine.
Now that I see your beauty and all,
my brain froze and my heart took a fall.
You walked on by surpassing me,
all I could do was watch and see.
You were a goddess sent from above,
to teach me, all about love.
The Closed RoomYou,
to really be
We would walk,
and together talk,
about nothing at all.
All those days that we had fun,
I still can't believe that they're done.
You have left me and I'm so alone,
never picking up whenever I phone.
The sky sings a song so dark and gray,
alone in my room, I cry again today.
You're all I see, through both night and day,
I'm thinking of words that could've made you stay.
but it is now, clear as day to me,
that making you my world, came with a fee.
I need to find the strength inside of me,
need to show my stronger side for her to see.
I will live on and fight, like never before,
because you leaving, is like opening the door.
I shall now leave this room, with no tears,
even if I still wish you were here.
So here I am, making my way,
through this cruel, world today.
A Fork in the RoadChoices, choices, everywhere,
life is truly so unfair.
To either move on from this place,
or to remain here, at your pace.
At first we were on the same old track,
but now there is something we both lack.
The emotions between us are now neutral,
the feeling of neutral is now mutual.
So right now, I think we should go,
since we've already been so high, and sunk so low.
We are sick and tired of each other,
so now, let's not, stay together.
Let's both go our separate ways,
and live, apart, our future days.
I truly loved you, and you loved me,
but sometimes things, just aren't meant to be.
Just know, that you are still one of a kind,
and that you, are truly, hard to find.
Even if we are, now apart,
you will remain forever, inside my heart.
Positive and Negative+ -
Replace a negative with a positive.
Combine a horizontal line with a vertical.
Find a balance between action and the cognitive.
However this process is all but surgical.
Positivity is not always visible.
Look CloserStop and look closer.
You’ll see a person behind this face,
A beating heart beneath this chest,
A fire burning for life, for love:
You’ll see something beautiful.
Stop and look closer.
I’m not a number, not a name—
I am myself, just as you are
Unique, special, one-of-a-kind.
Please don’t look right through me.
Stop and look closer.
I wish to know you, and you me;
I wish to see beyond the surface
Of yourself; I wish to touch your soul.
Please don’t brush me aside.
Stop and look closer.
For just a moment, just a minute,
Give me a chance to show you
This burning flame I keep inside.
Please share yourself with me.
Stop and look closer!
As you turn away to leave,
My burning heart turns to icy stone.
If you would just give me a chance...
Please don’t leave me.
Stop! Look closer!
Why do you always leave?
Why don’t you see me when I see you?
I would never leave if you’d just...
Please come back to me!
Stop! Look at me!
I’ll die if you
Blue WaterShe crossed swiming the ocean of my feelings
She struggled against the current of my emotions
Then she stopped when was away from the beach
From there, she only could see the lights of this strange land
The obscure continent of my affection
Finally relaxed, she allowed herself float back to her island
ExpectationsThe pressure keeps me going,
Yet holds me back.
The thought isn't comforting
It feels like an attack.
The sort that keeps me up at night;
Why my fingernails are short.
Like a dark and looming blight;
A disheartening exhort.
Better, better, better!
The expectation is quite blunt.
Never, never, never...
Exactly what they want.
I'm not the person I want to be,
Due to expectations.
Under the eyes that never see
My pain is their creation.
Like it was only yesterdayHas it been so long already
really that very long
it feels so very short
like it was only yesterday
That our lips touched
for the very first time
bonding us together
like nothing else can
It is also so short
but if feels so long
the best time of my life
even though that
isn't really much
I'm still young
and so are you
but I can say this
you are the best
the best that has happened
to this poet inside of me
and I haven't even started
about my soul and my mind
Which you have enlightened
by just being there for me
you are the best and the only
where I ever want to be
My heart is no longer cold
Not frozen any more
Stay here forever with me
You are my biggest love
The Black RoseIn between such delicate fingertips;
She holds the blackest of roses,
And the dark petals brush her lips.
Her sombre shadow across her face,
Describes the bleakest of life's loses.
Such sweet scent floating in the air;
She breathes in the aroma of the black rose,
That scarlet stem entwines in her raven hair.
Her enchanting eyes are but a glaze,
Those wells of happiness have all but froze.
Thorns of iron dig into her soft skin;
She screams from the pain of that bloody rose,
With it's intoxication of simplistic sin.
Her haunting presence brings haste,
To a silence of a death nearing close.
Never SurrenderNever Surrender
Like a grey shadow I walk alone on this earth.
I am no one and I don't want to be anyone.
I try to act like tough guy with no remorse in his heart.
Every day is the same day as all previous: Grey!
There is no purpose on living any more.
I have brought on myself only pain.
The colors of this world will never shine bright on me.
Like the rats I will hide under dirt of darkness.
A life of a parasite is mine and parasite I am.
Everyone hates me because of who I am.
So why should I try to care about them when they don't care about me.
Why should I own them anything when they don't own me anything?
I am just better of to go on a bridge and jump.
It would be better for everyone if I am gone.
This world has no place for losers like me.
Time to say goodbye and close my eyes and jump.
All my miserable life flashes before my eyes.
The grey memories fill my head.
Sorrow tears start to run down my cheeks.
Is this the redemption I want for myself!?
I must live.
We all h
My Masquerade~My Masquerade~
For the world I am displayed;
They always watch but cannot see
through my masquerade.
I feel every moment fly;
My heart is beating, pulse racing,
breath held as I lie.
My innocence I can't defend;
I know that surely this will linger
'til my very end.
I brought this all upon myself;
Mask upon mask, lie upon lie
like valueless wealth.
Dare I take these masks off no!
My former self haunts me
everywhere I go.
False glory, false honor, false fame;
With all these masks I seem to have
forgotten my own name.
I Want to Take Away All of Your FearsDo you feel
feel the chills
running down my spine?
Do you feel my pain
the pain I suffered
for my decision?
It's all about understanding
It's all about caring
It's all about you
I will never forget you
so don't fear
don't fear for me
I'll be here
So when you're restless,
I will calm the ocean for you
In your sorrow, I will dry your tears
I want to take away all of your fears.
Because I will be here
forever for you.
Trust me once more
I won't go away.
Safety RopeWe are humans because we have hope,
hope is our last strand, our safety rope.
But safety ropes can rip and tear,
and all that's left is empty air.
When it's your only reason to live on,
you just got to sing along with the song.
The sad song called life and reality,
with hurt and fatalities.
But sometimes it's all you have left,
and you need to prevent it's theft.
Never let someone steal your hope,
because it is your safety rope.
After you lose it,
you fall into a dark, dark pit.
For now, keep on going farther and farther,
keep on climbing, higher and higher.
Keep on living, keep on wishing,
Keep on smiling, and keep on hoping.
Teenage TaoismGiving birth is the closest I’d ever felt to dying.
Before that, my near death experiences had consisted only of my silent announcement of pregnancy—silent, being that my social media accounts were all deleted almost simultaneously and I never returned to school in the fall, saying without really saying that I had caught the malicious disease of “teenage pregnancy”. I’m sure the whisper spread in the hallways like the Bubonic Plague. That September, sitting at home on what would have been the first day of my senior year, I imagined friends I’d never talk to again saying “she was only seventeen, and so full of life!” at my absence in the cafeteria tables, as if they were attending my funeral instead of talking about me behind my back.
"Full of life," I had snorted then, folding a never ending stream of what had once been my own baby clothes. "Literally."
I walked around like a zombie for the months of my pregnancy, deciding t
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